I ever had a bad habit that i cant tell you here what it was.
I did it for more than two years even though I knew it was bad . It became the thing to do mainly for one reason at the time. Nobody knew this habit except my ex bf and my housemates. They didnt even tell me to quit. Sometimes I felt so guilty about sneaking around behind family and friends' backs. I knew they wouldnt accept me doing that.
Someday, I thought that quitting seemed very possible and I could picture it in my mind's eye so clearly. I knew it wouldnt be so easy but I knew better if I could make it. After decided to quit, I was back doing it again and again several times. But as strong as my need to feed the addiction was, my desire to be free of it was becoming even more compelling. Finally, since several months ago, I'm happy to say that I'm still 'that bad habit' free until now i write this story.
You know, even if at first you do succeed, you still have to work hard to stay there. Hopefully I can always stay here, free of that bad habit, for-the-rest-of-my-life.
I did it for more than two years even though I knew it was bad . It became the thing to do mainly for one reason at the time. Nobody knew this habit except my ex bf and my housemates. They didnt even tell me to quit. Sometimes I felt so guilty about sneaking around behind family and friends' backs. I knew they wouldnt accept me doing that.
Someday, I thought that quitting seemed very possible and I could picture it in my mind's eye so clearly. I knew it wouldnt be so easy but I knew better if I could make it. After decided to quit, I was back doing it again and again several times. But as strong as my need to feed the addiction was, my desire to be free of it was becoming even more compelling. Finally, since several months ago, I'm happy to say that I'm still 'that bad habit' free until now i write this story.
You know, even if at first you do succeed, you still have to work hard to stay there. Hopefully I can always stay here, free of that bad habit, for-the-rest-of-my-life.
The dictionary is the only place where success comes before work.
(Unknown)
2 komentar:
habit kali ya tine yang benar? hehe :P
ah iya ka mezo, tengkyuuu :*
yeay udah aku benerin. ada juga hobbit (--')
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